Denial.

One of the things you don't want to be when you're sick: IN DENIAL.
At first that's all I was. I was thinking, "No, I'm not sick. This isn't happening to me. Not at all." But that just makes things worse. When you're in denial you can't take any steps towards making yourself better.. All you can do is sit there in your frustration. After I cane to terms that this WAS happening to me, I had to deal with the fact that it was going to keep happening for a while... I fact the last time I was in the hospital with wires taped to my head, they said this could be a lifelong thing. Well anyways, after that I figured I might as well suck it up, take it like Betty White (because she is one awesome woman) and KNOCK the heck out of this sickness.
After that things started looking up. Even though I'm still not great at it, I started listening to my body a little better.. And even though I am still sick, I'm not giving up hope that I will get better,

Lifelong condition, you say? I say FALSE.

In the words of Tate," You= Rocky Balboa. Sickness= WUSSY."