Grapes, Brownies, and Beards. <3

Every sick person needs their support system. Fortunately, I have the best support system ever. I have lots of friends and family who have helped drag me through this, and even move me when I think I can't move anymore. But there are a few special people...

Over the summer I was finally able to meet some of my Gardasil girls. Some of the girls of Indiana were able to meet in Indianapolis. We were totally blown away at how fast everyone became like family. At first things were awkward. Then someone said the magic words of, "I'm hungry." and just like that... We ended up sneaking off with a huge bowl of fruit and a plate of gluten free brownies (GLUTEN FREE!) to the kitchen of the church that was hosting this event for us. At first things were a little quiet and awkward, but then everyone was laughing and talking and comparing.. And THAT was the first time in my whole journey so far that I finally knew I wasn't in this by myself. I had girls who went through what I went through day after day to my left and to my right, and already they felt like sisters to me. I was so crazy happy about meeting these girls, it was CRAZY. We all exchanged numbers of course, and I talk to a few of them every single day. Occasionally I will see one of them, but with them being so far away it is just hard.. But no matter what we all have eachothers back. No one is a faker here. No one is a freak, different, or frowned upon in this group. We are now like a family.. A family that I wouldn't trade in for all the money in the world. I love you, my beautifuls. <3

Now everyone knows that girls are tough and can get things done on their own. We don't need guys!! But they are fun to have around so what the hey. ;) One of the biggest supporters and helpers to me is Mr. Boyfriend, Scott. This kid is crazy. When I was in the E.R. last week (for the stomach that is STILL bothering me) he was wiping off the barf from my chin and holding my hair back. He even got in the hospital bed with me and snuggled until I was able to fall asleep!! That isn't the only time he is like that. This boy gives me so much motivation... He makes me laugh and smile when no one else can. He is my little goof, and I plan on keeping him that way. Most guys can't handle sick girls... They panic and run off leaving us feeling worse. But Scott just stands by my side no matter what. That's the greatest kind of guy a girl like me could want. <3

All of these people make waking up and saying, "I will survive today." a whole lot easier.

I love you. <333
(You know who you are. ;D)